I have made a decision…..

After much consideration I have made a decision.

I have decided to work towards moving and possibly moving into my own property rather than renting.

My lease ends on the 11th of Feb 2018 so I would have to give notice on the 11th of January. Which means I need to be working so that I have pre approval/savings in place for October/November with a view to settling on a property late December or early January.

I’m sure as this plan becomes more and more real my anxiety will go through the roof.

Fun times ahead :/

Til next time…

A mixed bag…

Well this has been a mixed bag of a week.

My sister had her angiogram and a stent put in was discharged on Wednesday. So it looks as though its better than first thought.

I made the final payment on my car so that means I now have no significant debt *happy dance* and I must say it is liberating.

Work is still giving me the shits with staff absences and issues with the PCH.

Til next time….

Update Time

Work

Work is continuing to give me the shits this year. Since returning from Leave this year my team hasn’t had a single week without an absence.

No news yet on the opening of the Perth Children’s Hospital.

Life

I went as saw King Kong: Skull Island a pretty good King Kong movie the special effects were brilliant and Kong came across as very real.

Car is paid off at the end of the month – so happy about that.

Found out my sister had a heart attack Friday night

My sister tried to call but I didn’t answer as I was napping at the time and my phone was on silent.

My aunty sent a message which opened like this:

Hi Alan, Hope life is treating you well. I know you probably aren’t really interested but you should know that Dianne is in CCU unit St John of God hospital in Bunbury, she has had heart attack, went in yesterday and has had 3 episodes they said.

You can only imagine the anger that opening line stirred within me to have my mums sister think so lowly of me and this coming from a life long Salvation Army Member.  To top of it off my douche bag brother gets other people to contact me because I won’t respond to him – thats because If I do respond to him and go down that rabbit hole I will start world war 3, 4 & 5.

Finally *ding dong Colin’s Gone* !!!!

Til next time.

Maybe I’m lonely it’s all I’m qualified to be.

The above title of this post is a lyric from the song “I would do anything for Love but I won’t do that”.

I’ve had the lyric in my head for the last couple of weeks and it got me thinking.

I’ve sat by and let my life pass me by, content to keep everything to myself from a very young age. I spent my teenage & early adult years constantly working/studying/keeping to myself which resulted in me being where I am right now and maybe thats all I am now qualified to be.

 

Til Next time